Almost five months? Jeez, I’m sorry, guys, I really dropped the ball here! I’ll skip the small talk and get straight to the big parts of Zoey’s life. I just got out of the hospital about a week ago, meaning I had lots of time to think about stuff… what else is new? So, for this post, I’d like to just go old-school, with a plain and simple sharing of my thoughts, no muss no fuss.
In a nutshell, I did a two-day stint in the hospital recently. Yeah… one of those. This FD crisis really caught me off guard. Clear lungs, normal blood tests… it really was a stumper. Trying to figure it out has been driving me crazy.
Was it stress?
Was it fatigue?
Am I just simply getting worse?
I am trying so hard to stay positive and remember that this wasn’t a failure. In my lowest moments (which are rare), I start to wonder if I’m going to be able to focus on other things in my life, or if I am just too fragile?
Lately especially, this has been on my mind more than usual because of what I’ve been up to.
I know some of you already know this, but I’m going to share it again, make it even more official. I’m starting a business. Yep, that’s right. Content writing and editing at your service, AKA Word it Up. Starting this whole journey has made me more happy than I can even begin to explain. You know that teeny tiny dream that you’ve had in the back of your mind for years now? Well, I’m the one that’s crazy enough to give it a try.
But, should I just quit while I’m ahead?
I’ve been working on this slowly but surely for the past few months, and have simply loved every minute of it! The meetings with experts, the business plan writing, the workshops, the learning, etc.. it’s all been like a dream, so I definiteily dont want to let myself give it up. At risk of sounding majorly cheesy, I will say that it really does feel like I’m doing what I’m supposed to be doing right now.